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PUSHING PAIN DEEP

Can I wake up and not feel pain?
Emerged in light, I feel the same.
A million doors to choose
and in the end I'll lose
coz in my mind the sun has never rose.
Leave it in my mind
and cry myself to sleep.
The sun, it makes me blind
and pushes my pain deep.

It's funny, right now I found myself
inside a make believe world
with nothing but my dreams.
A million dreams to lose
I found that I couldn't move
without her by my side.
I tried to make this right.
Leave it in my mind
and cry myself to sleep.
The sun, it makes me blind
and pushes my pain deep.

You pushed pain deep
like you've always done before.
Show me some apathy,
I said I'd hate to see some more.
Everytime I break away
the bitch drags me down again.
I can't focus my inspiration until I'm dead.

Leave it in my mind
and cry myself to sleep.
The sun, it makes me blind
and pushes my pain deep.

She held me back again,
pushing my dreams further away.
All my drive is spent
pushing my pain deeper in me.
This time I walked away,
never felt so sad before.
All the people out here,
still I feel so lonely.